Goodbye,my friend

In a few days time, a friend of mine will be leaving melaka to uk to further his studies. A good friend indeed although we did not keep in touch that often in the past 3 years after spm.
First reason I am busy during my time in taylors and he is aso busy in singapore. Second reason is his holidays always do not coincide with mine. That's about it. But we do meet quite often before I come to aussie.
I still remember the first time he caught my attention in class. Actually, he remains very oblivious within my view because his personality does not really shine in class until one day. This event must be very fresh on his mind too as he said that is also his point of time he realized my existence in class. It began with a perfect fine day. And I still recalled vividly it was Geography lesson that time. When I turned my head to the left, I saw two students who were not only not paying attention, but had the guts to play game (the one which whoever cover the most enemy's dots wins).
I ignored them totally until I saw Miss Chong turned to them and started walking towards my direction but from behind. They were doomed! The teachers pulled their ears which to me, funny and hilarious. So, I laughed (ermmm...I should say a bit significant that he remembered that till now). What I want to clarify is that it is an honest laughter.I laughed because they were daring enough to defy Miss Chong. But, he thought I was laughing at him. Haha... So, did I clarify myself here?
Well,as times pass. Our paths normally did not bump into each other very much. I guess our personalities are too different to have any conversation at all. Imagine that he likes chess, physics and anything to do with logics. Hmmm...for me, I am not into chess, never really like physics and what is logic anyway? Your heart should tell you what to do,right? Our personalities make us sort of like complement in some unique ways.
Only when it comes to form 4 time, I learned to know more about him. He also love to laugh like everyone else, just that I find him too robotic. Yes, the adjective to describe him. Believe me when I say that. There two qualities that he has that makes him robotic. First, if you play chess with him, you feel like you are playing with the computer chess. Secondly, a person follows logic. not that it is bad, it is just seemed so ............like a robot. hahaha. And his perception is always full of bright sides of life which I like about him. Ever confidence, ever positivity.
Well, not that I am not positive, I learn from very harsh environment which makes me think positivity does not always come easily for certain people. They really do have to think really hard for them. And his perception about girls is kind of realistic too... haha....well well. it is a secret between me and him lar, can't tell that much. Ohhhh...one more thing that makes him robotic. He never show any sad face before! I think he is not into sharing problems with many people but I think he has his way to deal with them. I remembered once when I saw that I think maybe it is weird if that person never show any emotion but I am not in my position to give my comment at that time.
Well, he is a good guy. Super smart ass. I have nothing to wish him since he will definitely have no problem in studies. Just need some luck in love perhaps, my friend? haha... so I wish you all the best in your love life and future encounters.

the higher you go , the deeper you fall

Feel disappointed right now. I have just finished presenting for my accouting newspaper team task. At first, I thought I was doing okay. But, it turns out to be disastrous. So many negative comments were received. I also cannot fathom what actually happen. I am done... I felt bad not only on my part but also for my other team members. What is done is done. I just hope that I can forget this and take it as a lesson to do better next time. Gambateh. Still have one macroeconomics assignment to go before spring break springs up. Haha...
Blogger on the day he feels like not doing anything.

The memory lane

Felt like deja vu last week. While having discussion with my peers in accounting group, I suddenly remember how happy I was back to the times in school. Laugh like nobody's business. Fun and exciting. I think I must be pretty lucky. I am not sure how my team members think. But I do think the pleasure is always all mine to meet them. They are hardworking individuals who brighten my day last week. They must be thinking I am a very sampat person which indeed is true. I am different in a way I guess. Very daring to speak what comes to mind. Well, tomorrow going to meet them again. I cannot fathom why I get a little excited just to meet them. Hopefully, it will be another nice and fun meeting.
Recently been addicted to taiwanese drama. Of all the dramas, I dun really like taiwanese one. Dunno why, just dun like but this one is different. Funny and of course romance.Some people dislike cry cry drama but for me it is very heart warming. ps: i don't cry along k? just loving it... Seems I am able to watch the drama until 4 am last saturday, this show must be so good that I pecah rekod tidur paling lewat di sydney.
Blogger on a very excited day.

slacking for the nth times

Been busy doing my law assignment last week plus had macroeconomics exam on last friday. That's the indication that my last paper for mid semester is finally over. Sign of relief....
These are my reason for not updating myself recently. Weird to find that I am so engrossed in law which in fact not going to be my major. I can opt to do business law as my second major but the thought of keep researching and researching freaks me out. Still unsure what to do yet other than accounting. I have been stressing myself a little these days. I cannot fathom what actually happen. This is not me. I used to withstand people who do not sleep whole night to study but the thought of people studying now gives me a little creep. Huhu.. Kind of the to the point I feel like not studying. Well, I think I did pretty good on macroeconomics. Presuming I can get a good mark on this paper, sure there is someone better than me right? So, why bother??? I think I need to get my old self back,where I remain oblivious to my surrounding. It has its costs to when I just do whatever I feel like it.
An example would be the during form 5. Seriously,other than my old classmates, I do not remember who I talk to during that year. Been doing my own things,at my own pace and the most important thing is that I feel really happy. Not until recently did I realise I have basically ignore anyone who comes into contact at that time. Can't be bother. I am not really a person who can help you in studies because knowing myself well, the more I talk to you, the more you will less believe the theory. Haha... I know myself as the defying learner. I do not believe anything throw to me at first until you can prove it so detail and within my brain capactiy,then I should believe you. That makes me a stubborn learner. haha... nothing wrong I find that just a little unique on my part. Time to do homework again but still very bored. I think I need to take a deep breath first...........................Okay, I am ready
Ciao,
Blogger on the day he feels a little tensed

If things happen how we expect them to be.....

An odd feeling as reading my friend's blog,sighing about how helpless things could be. Well, I just remembered how it happened to me a few weeks ago but not through call but another different medium. Weird to say that I get message that way until I woke up, feeling terribly shocked by it. Apparently, after this incident, I have difficulty sleeping for a few nights. Ohhh well, if only things happen how we anticipate them to be, but it never will. Life is always feel with happiness and sorrow for you to appreciate what you have. Although it may be short, the most important thing is the moment you have together with your loved ones. Worrying will not help but it can't be help.
It is impossible to ask a person not to be worried when it is the only thing that bogs your mind for the whole day. I felt like I was floating all the time during that time. Glad that I begin to take things as it comes. At least it gives you a peace of mind. Expect the unexpected but hope for the best. Life may not be as good as you think it should be, at least cope with it the best you can.