drawing the line

how do you differentiate between courteous and rude? are they the opposite of each other or can there be a person is who is courteous yet rude at the same time?

i need to draw the line today because i am being constantly reminded. if the person in front of the mask you want to see, you will get him. please don't forget, there is no turning back. i am bringing my A game from now on.

see you mask man tomorrow. i need time to make up. blogger feeling excited.

maybe it is time to learn

during the course of working, i find myself pissing my seniors and colleagues and at the end of it, i said, "chill la, why so serious?". yes, it made them laugh but i learn that it also tested their patience to the brink. thats why i guess i am memorable in that way. i am annoying. for friends who are really friends with me all these years, i am known as "mulut tak ada insurance" guy. haha. i admit it. i express whatever that i had in mind.

but today, i believe it is a time for me to learn to be a little subtle. because of a piece of advice my colleague passed down to me. i shall not say it but i think i have much to learn from it. considering myself emotional, my tone can go from one decibel to infinity decibels within a second. it puts my colleagues in shock. they thought i am angry when i am actually having fun. how ironic, how sad. okay, maybe i am too dramatic already.

maybe it is time to learn. and the weird thing is, the piece of advice came from the guy who i genuinely dislike at the very beginning. yup, life is like that. it came as a blow to you when you least expected it.

me blog is no advertisement for you

who the hell you think you are, keep posting on my chat box to visit your blogs. it is intrusion of privacy. hence, my decision to take it off as i have found it defeats its purpose of being there.

i have read in a few blogs before teaching new bloggers who earn a living by selling products or writing blogs to go to other bloggers' pages and spam. what the hell. there is no such thing as free advertising on my page for sure. while i have moderately warned them but they persist to paste on my box even though they cannot attach their links anymore. such persistence, such foolishness. as a marketing taught graduate, i understand the strategy to reach the target audience as wide as possible but don't you think you should ask permission beforehand. some will be kind enough to say hello and praise my blog but others just blatantly promote straightaway.

good riddance i should say. anyway, readers may still comment on the post specifically. bye bye marketers and hello peace.

of late, i have found myself lost of words. at work, i am the aggresive talker. i talk fast. my senior said, can you not talk so fast? ok. can you be less emotional? ok. can you act like a normal junior?ok.

then i am left with nothing. i have no idea what to say already. i have lost my voice. and i start question, i am really nothing much without all these. good. time has a way to change the way you talk, think and act. with much advice given, i started to realise it is not easy to deal with the working world. constant scrutiny.

i feel less me and more you. you are a stranger sat in a far, far away land.

if you lose yourself and have no idea how to get it back, what will you do?

to all mothers in the world, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!