my hobby

Just because I spend the whole day doing my homework, I need a reason for doing all these work. Hence, once I reach home, I decided to watch continuous 4 hours of hong kong drama... =)

Yeah! I finish watching "The Men of Justice". This drama is very unique. Although I do not deny the actors and actresses aren't that good looking, it has awesome story in it. It is about a group of lawyers and detectives solving cases as usual. Yet, the intensity of the mysteries is very unique. Beside, the romance part..fuuuhhh. I tell you... I give it 9/10. With my experience of watching dramas and movies... this romance story is one of the top leagues. Recently, I realise that drama that incorporates correct mood song has tremendous effect. Maybe for others no so, but for me plus 10 points.... Unfortunately, the heroine died in the end... =(  and the ending is somehow not logical for me... Watch it and then give me your comments please.

Regarding my studies, I have spent these few days keep reading and reading until my eyes go @_@. Seriously, I do not exaggerate stuff one. I will not make up stories about how less I read but I will tell you. Is spending 4 hours per day on reading a little? Maybe 3.5 hours la...

Ohhhh... today is merdeka day. Happy National Day. Selamat Hari Merdeka! 国庆日快乐！
Nah...here you go... all the language I try my best to type... I learn these words from a friend geh.... thanx maggie! She refused to be my tutor because I am not paying her. So money face right this kind of friend? But ngor dei hai kong sam gei ma.

With 53rd times of independence years, I hope Malaysia can go a higher level now. Recently, I read some saddening stories on the net. Yet, I choose to ignore and focus on the positive of Malaysia. Be strong, be dynamic and be loved!

I hope Malaysia can end the racial politics soon, I hope everyone can enjoy total freedom especially speech wise. I also wish everyone will be open minded with the current issue on hand. Focus on growth. I think that is what everyone wants to see. Be more caring, be more loving and be more creative. I do not really love Malaysia, but I love Melaka la... Since Melaka is part of Malaysia, then I presume I love Malaysia a little bit geh.... XD

I also wish everyone will stop telling me Malaysia has no hope. I want people to tell me Malaysia is the place you go because of your own willingness, its potential and capabilities and because you love everything there. I will work my best to promote Malaysia.

And and also about my sudden realisation that I have been manipulated into thinking I am just like everyone else. Just because I am new and inexperienced, that does not mean I am the same as everyone else. I believe I am unique in my own way. Unique I shall strive. I have a rational mind to think. Hehe......

Blogger has been productive by reading,researching and watching dramas during National Day and he feels as awesome as ever, just a little bit bored because he has not talked to someone for 8 hours.

ps: talking excludes "hi and bye" and chat

like this and that

The music I am listening recently really has catchy phrases. I feel that music heals one soul, seriously. Does it heal yours? For one, I like these words "The spaces between my fingers fit yours perfectly". Well, I do not have a loved one yet. But I think one day, I will tell my loved one these words again. I find it very nicely said and sentimental in value. Just the silly me again.

The hard working me has finally come out for today. I have spent 3 hours non-stop doing my International Business assignment. Thumbs up for me. This assignment is quite tiring because the validity of the research material is important. Still, I have received help from my friends. Thank you.... There are only one actually... =) Well, it doesn't matter thanking another one, is there?

Blogger in the spirit of watching anime for hours non stop to celebrate the emerging hardworking side of him.

little secrets

If I were to say I have become a more realistic person, I think I would disagree.

If I were to say I have become a more caring person, I would disagree too.

If I were to say I have become a more individualistic person, I would nod my head.

Just who says individualistic is a bad thing? It sounds bad only when you see from a point of view of someone who is used to collectivism. Well, individualistic is actually cultivated as a result of capitalism. This is what I learn today. I am so glad that International Business is one of my core subjects. When I am reading International Business, I think I must have fallen in love with it. Although the reading is 60 pages, I found myself amused and motivated to read them because it relates to human and society behaviour. Besides, I love the area which focuses on weird but true fact and situation that make me go, "Ah ha". Overall I am loving International Business more and more.

After learning Organisational Behaviour and currently International Business, I am beginning to know where I want to land myself someday. It somehow strengthens my aspiration to be a consultant because I want to deal with human characteristic. Human is greedy by nature you know. They are possessive, greedy and needy individuals. (It seems that I am talking from a third person point of view which makes me an alien =)  ).

But this is just what I observe at the moment. I always think that the concept of money system is the greatest invention of all. Why do people always chase after money? How do people survive without money last time?

What makes money so important? Where does money come from? Which society values money less? I would love to know all these answers. However, i think the answer is rather obvious. It comes from human itself. We are so into power, possession and greediness that we create a system that bounds everyone. Best to say, our survival depends on it. What if money does not exist? I would love to see when that happens which I think will not happen for my period of life staying here on earth.

Can anyone tell me the answers? Even if you are a religious person, I have always read articles about religions sometimes do use money to attract the believers in the low income people. Hmmm... Does it mean money can even help you to spread religious beliefs? Interesting. Please do not get me wrong. I LOVE MONEY. But, my passion of human behaviour is as strong as my love for money. Thats why accounting is my chosen level of  field. It fulfills me. Hehe.... Actually, this post is not intended for the stuff write down here. Just out of the blue, feel like writing this.

Back to the title... Just when I thought friendship issue can take a rest from my mind for awhile. A sudden comment makes me amused again. One friend said, "I felt betrayed." ps: I am not the person okay? I am the listener only. I don't spread gossip here and there. Just here. 

Funny, I faced the same situation but in a very different context last semester and I have already taken console with the fact that we are human afterall. Our inner drive sometimes shows in our action. One might say, "Aiyar, you are making up stories." I don't and I don't like convincing and talking bad about others. Bulan Ramadhan, tak baik bergossip. So, I will just give this advice one more time, if my friend were reading this.

Live for yourself, live for others and live with your heart. You don't have to pour all your heart and soul. The best you can will suffice.

Blogger talking about stuff that is so random he thinks this thought never actually came through his mind before. He just loves to say something important to make himself think he is important. Another selfish soul!

what say you.....

A few hours ago, I heard my housemates talking, "Sas, what the fxxx happens to the fxxxing election?" Well, no surprise at all when the words came out of my housemate. I began to realise she has no meaning to curse. It is her way of expression. In my opinion, thats the way they express themselves. =)

Then, a further query reveals that Australians are required to vote at the age of 18. What gives me a shock is that even students have to vote. Also, if they do not vote, they will face a fine of $120. Wow... okay, that is really something new.

It seems so different in Malaysia where citizens are able to vote at 21 years old and students are not allowed to involve themselves in politics. Hmmm... Here, we have students who don't mind not voting but we have Malaysians students yelling to be heard. Haha...

It is something to take note, my beloved country. If people want to vote, it shows they care. If there are people who don't mind at all, you should be scared, not the way round where you are scared that people want to vote. Students have strong minds and they are capable of handling themselves, well, these are expected of them anyway. So, why not put a little more faith in Malaysian students. They might provide fresh ideas and more critical discussions in comparsion to the current bickering and dog-eat-dog Parliament.

The thought of those in Parliament makes me shakes my head wildly. Yes, wildly. They are so un-classy. Even children know it is not nice to be yelling here and there. Have they not known the word shame? I do not have to tell whose faults is this. One point: YOU HAVE TO EARN YOUR VOTES. Who gives you the damn right to sit there? It is US, the people. We are the people you have to convince, not the top level government.

What makes us trust you? Obviously, the answer is through your actions throughout and not during a few months before the election. My gosh... Please... Don't you think this is the best time to change. If we keep having this kind of administration, whatever potential a country has will not matter anymore. It is disheartening when I told my friends, "Malaysia has potential." But the replies I have are, "Malaysia has no hope liao" and "Impossible la." I was like..... dumbstruck because I have nothing to say back.

Sometimes I think Malaysia needs a lesson. She needs to falls hard and she who learns a tough lesson will know how much pain it is and come back strong. Then, I believe everyone will have the "ah ha" moments. That will be for the best. What I am afraid is Malaysia will fall hard but the people still cannot have these unique moments. Thats is the time I will cry.... Not through tears, through my loss of hope.

Blogger at the moment thinking Malaysia requires major revamp on her looks, inside out.

my hobby

I am dead..... not literally. Brain wise. Today, I use my time whole time watching Hong Kong dramas, animes and reading mangas. What a rest. It is not like I have nothing to do, I just feel like not doing anything. The only time I stand up is cooking, toilet purpose and take a book from Jason. Haha... I can feel my legs are quite numb now. Well, I will do my work tomorrow. Sometimes I just need to do my hobby whole day without doing anything else. I feel that this is my personal time I enjoy the most =) Although it can be a little lonely, at least I can get a run from the reality for awhile. Well, I am going to put some music I love from the things I have watched. XD