coincidence

today, i almost laughed out very loud when i saw my friend. he is wearing the exact same shirt that one of friends had.....at first i was thinking.... such coincidence... the shirt actually has two little puppies (to me) but others think they are two big dogs. first time i noted such an incident and happens to be my very close friends who do not know each other....

weird but true... haha... okay, maybe should tell them they actually got one more thing in common: they are die-hard MU fans as well. apa lar, i paling benci MU for dunno what reason and these two friends happen to like itu MU so much i think they must have literally live on the earth to watch MU matches.

blogger finding coincidental incidents are happening more frequently these days. hmmm

yet to come or end of it

if you know cantonese, have you heard of the word "cheh", i would stress again. the word is in cantonese. i don't know how to explain but to put it in a simple way, it means bad news that someone told you beforehand but you are not convinced by it. now i do. the news of the new zealand earthquake reported came as a shock to me... the element of surprise is somehow greater than sadness.

just a week ago, i have just enquired my mum about her whereabout because she apparently went out till very late. then she told me she went to watch religious processions. it happened that last week there is quite a number of processions going on in melaka especially at night. then my mum's friend, told me that this year the "kong kong" will need to come out and walk outside (literally meaning go out for procession) because there are some people who predicted in 2011, more disasters will happen and the amount casualties would be big in number. wow...when i first heard, i was like, "okay.....maybe something like floods or volcano eruptions. 

there you go, when i was just partially believing, this week the earthquake in new zealand happened. i was like "wth". maybe i should start taking precaution as well. since i am broke anyway, i shall limit my travelling this year.  

do you notice that the news is projecting the image of a ruined cathedral in christchurch that is partially damaged? that cathedral is the place i went inside last year. phew!!! what a relief to be snuggling cozily back in malaysia. 

my heart goes to the victims' loved ones. i am never good with words when it comes to death and i think nobody is, but i do love one saying that the Islam believers always said, "maybe the god loves your beloved ones more" or another one i think is appropriate which the chinese constantly talked is " good people die young". okay people, if the chinese believes such a thing, maybe you shouldn't live so long. if not, you must be hell of a bad person. haha.... just joking, kinda bad to make jokes of the elderly. 

enough of the disaster, back to the thing i wanna say. you see ar, nowadays hor, there is a lot of people who posted on their itu muka buku and said they are sad bla,bla,bla,bla. my question is , do you really feel sad ar? what if none of the victims are related to you. sorry if i insulted those who felt really sad about it, but are really all of you felt that sad? hmmmm....or just saying for the sake of saying...if you just express your condolences to the victims then i can understand lar, but to be sad, i have doubt about it.... enough of the constant update, i kinda get pissed off by those who tiba tiba say random, not funny, no meaning stuff on the dinding. keep to yourself, darlings. nobody wants to know EVERYTHING about you. if occasionally said some interesting and funny stuff, okay la. i would look forward to it. just keep reading these nonsense makes me feel that my time is wasted. =( 

then, i would be going back sydney soon. looking forward to SUAMS!!! yeah! looking forward to graduate!!!! looking forward to learning new stuff. WHEE!!! but not looking forward to working life. it is kinda of a harsh reality slapping on my face when i see all my seniors working their asses off for that meagre income. at least, it somehow gives me the impression how bad it will be without getting a shock later on... okay, back to catching up my drama before the semester begins. you watch out, guys. me is coming to rock your world!

a note there

it has been a super busy week. following a senior to a factory to do audit work. really not an easy job if you are expecting 9 to 5 job. the hours are long. but to be honest, i quite like the working culture there. not as bad i think  it would be and a whole lot greater. too bad, when i learn to appreciate the details in life, it is time to leave again. this week would be my final week as a vacation trainee. i truly learn a lot even for the short period of 2 months. i know some great people, some ganas people and some really hardworking people. as a fact of life, i begin to see that people are marrying late. since i have a colleague who is still single and available at an age of 30, it somehow puts me at a state of relief. I AM NOT ALONE. and i am only 21 plus plus....

talked to a friend on valentine's day. quite funny because it was never really planned. just talk and talk until i do not feel like going back home. people always say i am very much loved in my life. i never agree less. because if you learn to appreciate the detail things in life, it is actually very fulfilling to know that someone is actually there for you. back to the topic of conversation. the person thinks that life can be quite depressing without someone being there for you when you were young. it is true.

even when a friend once told me that life was like this and like this. i instantly felt sympathy, pain and caring. mixed emotion. initially i did not know how to react but i begin to be able to grasp the things which i know is important. at times, being a friend is all you need to do. be there, can be talk, can be listen, can be play and even can just be fulfilling a simple request. in the end of the day, i know the person will learn that i was there. that's why at times, i begin to ponder, if i were to left this world right now, how many people would really remember i was there to make their lives better. hmmmm.... i guess this question is very hard to answer... aiya, cincai la. it is good enough if you have good intentions in everything you do. while my friend said the feeling was quite recent, i was smiling because i have felt that four years back. and coincidentally, it happens to be the same person.

actually being vulnerable makes other people care for you more. there is nothing wrong with that but if one never really voice out to let the others know, how are others suppose to care for you. luckily the person is much better as i can see for now. this gives me a good feeling at least a friend is doing better. and i hope thing gets better because if i were to trade places, i would be a complete different individual. yes, life is very very hard when i was young. believe me, it was hard. it was the point i believe the lowest has always started when i  begin to learn about this world. nothing to be impressed of, but a lot of perspectives to take notice.

when you have been through the lowest in life, you will always have the courage to carry on. and with this, i believe i can always have the courage. the recent suicidal cases give me quite a shock. shock not because they decide to kill themselves but shock due to the reason they kill themselves. i blame them for being ignorant and being selfish. okay, time to sleep. besok mau kerja. ciao

the 4 letter word that comes with other drugs

let me give you a clue of what i want to say for this following post. if you can name the movie out then you are pretty well must have watched it.

it is no other than the "Love and other drugs" movie. at first glance at the dvd cover, sex scenes are at the top of the list that comes to my mind. it is actually very very romantic. best movie production in 2010. i was wondering why the heck the movie is not premiered in malaysia but after watching it, my question is answered. it is just too liberal. to top of the awkwardness, i was actually watching it with my siblings.... weirdddd.....

the story revolves around the main actor, Jake Gylenhaal who always get to sleep around with any woman he wants until he meets a match of his own. kinda heart warming in the end because he sticks to the actress, whom suffer Parkinson at the age of 26, till the end protrayed by Anne Hathaway. i really like this movie a lot as their acts are really good and there is a lot of sex scenes *oppsss, just kidding*. to be honest, it is a love story movie combined with slight element of comedy in it. watch it people, strongly recommended by me.

the thing i like about the movie is the story line because it captures the element where human psychology is involved. the woman can read the man's mind really well. kinda humourous to me because the guy ends up blushing. I begin to like Jake Gyllenhaal and Anne Hathaway more and more. A perfect match.... Wheeeee.....

blogger who goes crazy when watching romance movie that melts his heart.

cny

as time passes, cny, to me is just another event where everyone gets together to eat,laugh and play.
this year, i learn to appreciate the meaning of duan yuen fan. i didn't occur to me to think that the meaning of the dinner that everyone eats a day before the first day of chinese new year. in my view, it always has been a normal dinner until i really notice. kinda blur for me to notice that but still once i do, i think it is really meaningful. there is this movie "homecoming" which best sums my whole definition of duan yuen fan.

the daughter in law asks: why must we eat duan yuen fan at the dinner table a day before chinese new year? what is so different of it compared to any ordinary dinner when family gathers?

the mother in law replies: eating together during duan yuen fan has different meaning.

and i don't beg to differ. it really has its own meaning if you really give it a thought. when it comes to cny, i cannot distance myself away from the mahjong and poker cards as my life has a perfect mathematical theory for cny: gambling is a subset of cny. it is not everything but it must exist together (^^,) however, i really have a tough luck this year. yesterday lost to my friends to poker..cis...how could this be happening!!! me is the god of gambler leh. luckily today i win in mahjong. it is really a coincidence that i won back the same amount of money that i lost to my friends. hence, the net gain for this year in gambling is zero. well, at least all is not loss since being in the middle gives me a wonderful feeling of equilibrium.

back to my job as a trainee. i begin to like my job more, probably because i find myself laughing myself non stop during lunch today with my colleagues. i do feel a sense of belonging. i normally dun pretend to laugh.... so only good things come when i laugh. it has been a very good journey and never regret a minute of it. kinda fun. if you want me to choose again, this is THE path i am willing to take twice in my life.

blogger in the state of happiness.... new year for 2011 treats me good. thank you. for that, i will always remember you.