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funny, how holidays feel like touch and go. one week is too short for my liking.

went for a movie today: thor. not a bad movie at all. the graphics are good plus an added bonus of 3D. it is one of the movies that uses quite a lot of 3D effect i would say.

the vampire theme has been circling my mind these few days. i dunno why but they are protraying vampires and witches as hot and sexy creatures. i thought they are supposed to look ugly and horrible but i like the current going. great appearance constitutes to half good drama anyway. another half comes from the story and acting.

i have realised i have grown accustomed to living alone. the thing is everything becomes quiet and peaceful. i can do anything i want without interruption. good thing. or else, i would be laughing too loud, talking too loud anyway. some quiet moment is needed.

i played x box last week. kinda nice. almost similar to ps2 which i can't point out the difference. i am quite good at video games since i grew up with it. it surely does bring back memory when every Dec of your childhood only involves video games. the reason for Dec only sweet memory is because my mum set it that i am only allowed to play during school break. it's okay. i din grow tired of it although i keep playing the same video game. can be attributed to the company that you have or the restriction that was imposed at that time. you treasured the scarcity of it.

it is true, all human aspire things that they could not have but once you have it, you won't treasure it as much anymore. hence, i am trying to learn to survive based on need rather than luxury but the definition of each is definitely not as clear cut. everything is a need nowadays. i should learn that sometimes the word sufficient is actually good. we shouldn't be too craving for something in life. the art of gratefulness is a beauty but not everyone practices it. when does the word enough ever came to you. never? sometimes? or rarely? this sort of craving and yearn for need is said to the be yearning for existence in humanity. if we learn to be grateful and try to achieve nothingness, the cycle of life stops. is it true? i read it before. i hope i can achieve this stage one point of time in life because i do not wish to be live again. not because it is painful, because it is bored. life is too uninteresting, the thing that attracts me is unachievable. the thing that i want seldom comes my way so no point in being disappointed.

blogger felt that he is blabbering too much nonsensically.