conflict of interest

recently, the extra curricular has given me much anxiety. although it won't affect me directly, i feel slight discomfort by it. and majority of reason is not even my uni club's own doing. if for the first time, i feel this might be misunderstanding. but for the second time, i feel there must be backstabbing. why are they doing stuff behind our back? hmmm, actually i am fine with it. since first, i don't have to do anything and secondly, i have no interest in going the clubbing event anyway.

the rest of committee is quite unhappy about it. in my opinion, nothing is wrong if you get equal profit even though you do less work. but i think my club has very strong desire to be in control and wants to participate actively. okay la. now i certainly can feel the pressure even though it is just society stuff? apa ni? politics within university itself. i dun really know the other clubs' committee but i just want to remain neutral. saying an opinion might lead to more disaster.

talking about conflict of interest, that facebook has created trouble for me recently as well. beh jiap siew. suddenly cannot log in. but i am perfectly fine logging in in university. the thought of deactivating it has been on my mind for quite a while. the things i will be missing: the PHOTOS, someone's birthday and occasional chit chat with fnf. do you know what is fnf? and also societal stuff which requires active fb monitoring =S

i found a nice show a few days back. it features a singing competition which requires celebrity to remember the lyrics. nice man although i cannot understand those mandarin lyrics at all. weird but true. this is my "guai piak" like listening to something i completely understand. why must you understand the lyrics? isn't it all about the music? the show brings back childhood memory. i used to hear my mum singing hokkien songs. sadly, i am not such a big fan of hokkien songs just a few popular ones( not to mention 'wa ehhh hokkien ueh only beh pai). they are really good. listening them back really bring back those moment.

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