uncertainty

during the past few weeks, i have been rather down. all thanks to my free time thinking. the more effort i put in thinking about my current state, the negativity element becomes too unbearable. you can say i was in the stage where i was practically getting along not really knowing what i was doing. i kept comforting myself that this is just a phase that everyone goes through. i was wrong. 

i had a chat with a friend over my current state. the advice given is apt. i need a plan. hence, i need a good sleep tonight and come out with a plan tomorrow. the future is in my hands. i should determine how it should be run instead of the other way round.