the girl who owed me an ice cream

for all students who are still studying and looking forward to graduating, be prepared for a question comes the next chinese new year: you have girlfriend already?

wah, imagine my shock when this chinese new year, i was asked a lot of times of THIS question. and last year, when i was still studying, i have NONE. errrr.... i don't have. all comes from relatives alike.

sometimes, i owed it to my love belief. i have this belief that if the right person is for you, she will be there at the end of the road. why search for the one when the road has been laden for you to walk by. if you are calling me a coward, i will admit it, love wise. i used to have a crush for this girl. this love at first sight is really unique. it makes your heart skip a bit and you can see stars surrounding her. does it make sense?

she used to walk around but we never talk but we know each other through mutual acquaintances. imagine my surprise when she asked for a favour one day. i said, "okay, sure no problem. but in return, i would love to have an ice cream." she laughed and said yes. thats the first time i managed to make her laugh. still, as time passes, we seldom cross our path. so hence, we never meet again. but i know where she is now. silently waiting for the unfulfilled promise and yet knowing the promise might not come true. and thats the risk i am willing to take. romantic? stubborn? or plain silly?

yes, that's how i view my love life. it is a brief encounter and if she is not the one, i better moves on now because the incidence happened 9 years ago.

blogger describing how he felt for his crush for the very first time.