time goes

in the blink of an eye, we have come to oct 2013. i am now having my study leave for the preparation of upcoming exams. chance upon two friends back to uni days. we seldom chat now. we used to meet,dine,play and chat regularly. come to this year. i have worked for one and half years. and all those moments disappear to almost nothing. this year, it is considered lucky that we get to cycle at shah alam.

i miss those moments a little bit. because that is when i can chat freely and connect to to the past. they are my dots to the uni days. two are still alright. one is definitely worst. not even a single hi. i wonder is it because of the conflict that he and another girl has. they are both my very good friends. but somehow, i feel like i was caught in between of the conflict. i decide not to take side and just listen to stories. due to geographical reasons, i only hear one side of the story. but i refused to form an opinion. it has nothing to do with me.

life is challenging. i want everyone to live happily with everyone. but not everyone shares the same ideal with me. i hang out more often with the girl now because we live close by. is it one of the reason they got conflict in the first place. hope not. at the current moment, i feel life is good. it is going through a straight road with sometimes a few potholes here and there. i think i learn how to handle them now. i avoid them.

the besties in uni. where art thou?