you're leaving too.....

ohh...now that another colleague is leaving, i was initially tempted as well. mixed emotion. should i go? by now, i would have get used to people who come and go. but no, i was still the same old, same old emotional self. i feel sad when someone leaves the company. haihh.... part of my weakness.

at 24, i thought dealing with separation should be easier. nope, it still makes me feel sad a little. but the duration of getting affected is shorter. this is what you get when you start to have weekend activities with your colleague like watching movie, playing badminton and having dinners.

with you gone, who is there left? another journey in search of colleague who happens to be a friend at the same time. i only have 1. with one leaving, i am left with zero. one positive note, at least it makes me go out there and befriended another colleague. it is out of my comfort zone, but who knows......

a good friend is not easy to find, a colleague who is also a friend is harder to discover.