If only.....

If only I am a problem solver for others. But in reality, I am just like everyone else, the imperfect soul searching for the perfect solution. At the age of 20 which doesn't sound a lot, I hope I can be a better person by helping others while moving forward at the same time. However, if only the world revolves around people without problems, will it feel the same? The answer seems rather obvious without me giving it.

The recent incidence of me having to listen to others problems gave me a self reflection. I am not really a problem solver at all. Honestly, I can cheer you up in matter of minutes but I can never give you real advice. Sorry to my friends who are having love problems. I do not really how it feels like so the thought of giving you advice seems ridiculous even to myself. But one thing I promise you is that I can be a very good listener. I don't tell and I don't share love problems as I know they are very personal to the two persons involved.

It does send me chill at times. With almost all my friends had fallen in love, it does sound a bit odd to be single. The loner... Haha. Not loner la, it is affectionately known as unique and distinctive ok? I just don't feel like falling in love right now. I think there is one Miss Right there but too shy to ask. Oppsss.... Don't ask okay? Maybe, I feel to scare to be rejected or the relationship might fail. Others might say you never try, how will you know. Well, it can be a risk I am willing to take. I am very stubborn to believe in if the person is destined to be crossing your path, eventually it will. And my friend, Drew said, "What if the paths never cross?" Dumbfounded. Then, she is not the one. =)

I don't know what to do and how to feel the feeling of loving and being in love. Such simple letters but so hard to decipher. I don't find the joy in having a company as a reason to be in loved, right right?



Wait a minute, actually this blog isn't supposed to be about me but my friend. He is dwelling in the past that he cannot forget. The reminiscence of the past gives him such an ache that I think has affected him badly emotionally. He appears okay around others, but somehow I don't believe the mirror he upholds in front of him. The least the mirror does is to give him momentary happiness and joy. I like to see his laughters and smiles because I know they are hard to come by. What should I say? Things will be over soon, only time will tell or you have hope? I am not in the best position to say such a thing. Just wish him the true happiness that he deserves. Smile and laugh more my friend. Even it feels painful, only time will heal your heart....



If only love tastes like mocha, a mixture of sweetness and bitter. For some, they only taste sweet, others only taste bitter and for me I taste a little bit of both. Perfect, just the way I want it to be.

It is now or never........

The recent activities of the day have been absolutely boring. With my tv accompanying all the time plus surfing the net, I have been switched to laid back mode. Besides having to chauffeur people around here and there, mainly my mum to buy the stuff for cny and to my grandparents' house as my grandpa is unwell, aunt for her medical treatment plus the usual family errands I have to do. I get bored of this kind of chores. What kind of life is this? A househusband? And I don't have a wife in the first place.

But last week has been quite a week. Shopping from tuesday till friday. Believe me, I walk like I never walk before. The first day I arrived, I went to times square, sg wang and low yat plaza, much to my friend, drew's annoyance because I forgot to ask him out. I thought he was still in Negeri Sembilan ma, beribu-ribu ampun, hamba drew.

Haha.. This KL shopping trip is truly quite worrying to me because I always have the comfort of people around me to guide me using the monorail,ktm and lrt all the time. So, I used to float with the crowd without knowing what to do. This time around, I have to take my own monorail and lrt. I was thinking, "die lar this time, sure sesat this time around but as it turned out, my sense of direction is pretty much in tact. Bangga.." Fine, credit should be given to mr khaw and mr lee. They literally have to talked me into how to take all kinds of transportation.

Wednesday is pretty funner than tuesday. Mr RZ brought me to Midvalley Megamall. Hmmm....come to think of it, must have been two years since I stepped my foot there. Nothing new but it feels I have never been there. The reason lies on my love for books. The first thing I always did in MV was to head to MPH there and sit there for the rest of the day while my sis and mum would shop till whatever time they like. I do admit, I am a bookworm. So, MV seems like a new shopping mall. I shopped a bit there, got myself two hoodies. One at ROMP and another at Metrojaya. I love ROMP. Just discovered that this brand does exist. Strongly recommended. 4 stars rating.

We did not just stop there. After that, we headed to One Utama. I must thank my lucky star for this as my friend's friend, Gary happened to be there and fetched us there. Reach there almost 8pm. Phew. Nothing much lar in 1U.

Came thursday where I met Lum from Klang. And he brought me to Jusco Klang to shop again. Well, let's just dun say I shop again but say it was a rewarding trip. Quite cheap. Manage to grab 3 for RM50 clothes. Lum took one. Dunno what happen to the other two though. The next day, we went to play badminton with my hamba, Drew. They are not bad actually. Ok, don't comment too much. If not, they will say I never give face. They just need more time to play =)


After that, came the favourite part of the day. Makan seafood. The food is awesome, gorgeous and whatever thing you can say about nice food.



Two nights consecutively kept singing the Singstar using the PS2. LIke it but suck at it. Nice nice. Truly wonderful trip and I went for Taylors makan makan too and got a very cool umbrella. Blue colour, like it. Thumbs for the event of the year. Weeeee.....





Blogger having a wonderful and momentous time in Setapak and KLang =D

Another experience to add to the book

Yesterday is quite a day. I have no anticipation of doing anything because I have promised my mum to clean up the kitchen. Hell, it was an arduous task. I was completely paralyzed. As the chore was finished, I settled myself comfortably on my couch watching tele till a sms came, "Wanna go somewhere today?" Hell yeah! But it was a rather shaky plan as he who shall not be named was not sure whether he could make it in time. Busy still can ask people out, very sun leh you!

As it turned out, we made it to the cinema after all watching The Spy Next Door featuring the one and only Mr Jackie Chan. Personally, it is just not as good as i thought it would be. It is rather funny though. I am looking forward to watch the Tooth Fairy.

After the movie, my friend asked, "Eyy, mau tengok bola ar( MU vs Arsenal)?" At first, I was very reluctant. Watching football is never my hobby. Just a past time I am not interested in. My friend is teasing this and that which are "No people to watch with lar, no company lar , I am this and I am that" Fine!!! And I was hoping MU should lose big time. Just give it a shot then. We went to the mamak and sat down. We were pretty late as the game had started 15 mins with 0-0. Just awhile, MU scored 2 goals. What the........

Then after half time, we left the mamak place to crash my friend's house. On the way, I was sitting MR LEE MENG HUAT's car you see. Apparently, he is a BIG LOYAL FAN OF ARSENAL. And he is the one who said since moving to this new field, Arsenal NEVER lose to MU before for 3 years consecutively(which convinced me to watch this match).
On the way right, I think he must be so depressed that he didn't see a lorry coming when he was driving out of a road. So gan cheong man! I was sitting the danger side until the lorry horned and he stopped. Well, I don't want to say much more. I guess he must be pretty embarrassed already.

Hint to my Aussie frens, he will be studying in ANU. Watch out for him yah. Don't say I say a single thing okay? Pretend that nothing has ever happened. I already told him I am writing this in my blog so he should have been prepared. Wakakaka.

A lesson to be learnt: Do not sit on the losing team supporter's car. He is mentally and physically disturbed. And hell to football match. I am still anti MU and go CHELSEA. Kick their asses......

PS: Football game is actually quite nice to watch but if given the chance, I would rather play than watch. Same goes for badminton. I have a friendly challenge this coming friday and shall I win, I will tell you. If not, don't you ever dare to ask okay?

When you are bored......

I am totally bored staying at home. WIthout anything to do other than playing fb all the time, I cannot seem to be able to do other things. So today, I thought of something to do... Hehe... Guess what? Photo editing.... been through one picture selected randomly. Tryout some functions here and there. I love one of the sketch technique. It is incredibly nice. Next time I will be able to do some good thing. Yeah. At least I accomplished something else other than some chips in Poker... Haha.... Been extremely lucky today.... SHow hand and I won!!! Huhu.... Not a bad day indeed. I learn a new skill, not exactly a skill, just pure knowledge of others. I am beginning to wonder people of this century are really smart. Here is the photo I edited. If you cannot see anything special, well maybe my technique isn't good enough YET. The yet word is emphasized to show you that I will be perfecting my skills.... Wish me luck...




Ps: I am learning another new skill... Hehe.. Wait till I venture out first. It is not hard but a little difficult to show you. That's all. Till next time.

Blogger on a day he feels useful for being productive for once after having holidays for incredibly long time

Signs of backward

It is quite embarrassing to flip through the papers for these few days. The problems issued in the papers are always the same. Why does it take so long for people to understand a simple concept? It is disheartening to read this news knowing that the events happen in my very own country. If one endures hardship for too long, there are only two possible reactions: ignorance and denial or fire back and fight.

The recent attacks on churches have caused quite a tension among the people. Even my grandma is quite scared of the incident. Well, I just told her to calm down, don't be so gan cheong! I believe in my heart those who dare to do so are the just the minority figure. I ask for more rational among the people. Things do not settle down by taking actions at your own hand. I feel sorry for the inconvenience it has caused. Church is a place where people pray. I am ashamed people have the courage to burn the holy place. Maybe, something is wrong with this world. People are behaving like animals. Even animals know where the boundary is set you know.

Also, there is a issue of brain drain. Aiyor....the solution is so simple. Knock knock.... Don't have brain kar? Or is the head empty? People just don't happen to work overseas. One, the salary is attractive. The environment is good. Not so hectic, tak payah overtime. Overtime also promises good payment. Malaysian boses are such a miser. Also, promotion will be based on merit and performance. Hmmm... I wonder in between the lines, which one Malaysia fails to fulfill? You figure it out. Just my two cents worth.

Blogger feeling frustrated